Transcript of 97th Session between Charles Balis, M.D. and Ms. Anna Green, Thursday, November 5, 1998 at 4:00 pm.

Dr. Balis: Hello, Anna. Come on in, sit down.
Ms. Green: Hello, Doctor. Are you better? You were sick, weren't you? You weren't just playing hooky because it was Halloween, right?
Dr. Balis: I was sick, Anna. Now, how are you?
Ms. Green: You're always quick to change the subject, Doctor. Well, I had a very interesting couple of weeks in fact.
Dr. Balis: Really?
Ms. Green: Yes. I think we might know where Kathy is.
Dr. Balis: Good.
Ms. Green: Remember I told you that Martin and I were going to go to this S&M party?
Dr. Balis: Yes. Did you see Kathy there?
Ms. Green: It's a bit more complicated than that.
Dr. Balis: I'm listening.
Ms. Green: Gray was at the party.
Dr. Balis: You mean the same Gray--the whip master who took advantage of you when you were trying to find out what it felt like to be submissive?
Ms. Green: Yeah, him. I haven't seen him in a long time. I think he got into some real hardcore stuff and was too involved to go to any of the club socials.
Dr. Balis: But you haven't been going either, right?
Ms. Green: That's true. But Martin has, and he hasn't seen him. In fact, since I feel fairly uncomfortable around Gray, I try to avoid him, and I usually leave if I see him.
Dr. Balis: Hmm.
Ms. Green: So when we saw him at the party, I wanted to leave right away, but I couldn't--Martin was in the middle of a session, and I had to wait for him. So I tried sitting in the far corner of the dungeon and pretending I didn't see him.
Dr. Balis: Does Gray try to approach you when...?
Ms. Green: It's the way that man looks at me. I can feel his eyes on my body from across the room. I know I must be imagining it, but the times that I turned and looked, he was there, staring straight into my eyes. It was very unnerving. I felt uncomfortable. I got this urge to flee, but I felt frozen, like I...well, you get the picture.
Dr. Balis: I didn't realize that Gray still has such power over you.
Ms. Green: There's something about that man...well, to get back to the story, Gray arrived at the party with three people. Two were clearly women, and the other I couldn't really tell--they were all wearing leather face masks and some sort of corsets made out of metal, leather, and rope.
Dr. Balis: Hmm.
Ms. Green: It was an S&M Halloween party, so there was nothing usual or unexpected in their attire.
Dr. Balis: I see.
Ms. Green: Gray himself wasn't wearing much. He had this device screwed to his cock, and his nipples were in clamps. But other than that, he was basically naked.
Dr. Balis: I see. I thought nipple clamps and such things were just used by submissives.
Ms. Green: Look, I don't know. I'm just telling you how he was dressed.
Dr. Balis: Okay, and how were you dressed?
Ms. Green: I was fairly conservative.
Dr. Balis: Hmm?
Ms. Green: Well, I was conservative for that crowd. I had a leather corset that Martin gave me as a present some time ago, and I was wearing some cuffs on my wrists and ankles. But the cuffs were mostly for decoration and so...
Dr. Balis: Were you planning on participating in any of the activities?
Ms. Green: I was going to look around and see if I liked anything. And if something caught my eye...I wasn't planning on playing hard, Doctor.
Dr. Balis: Hmm.
Ms. Green: So I was sitting, trying to pretend like I didn't see him, but he knew I was there. He was planning a complicated set up with all of his entourage.
Dr. Balis: Go on.
Ms. Green: Somehow, I felt like he was doing it to...I mean I think he was doing it for me.
Dr. Balis: Why do you think that?
Ms. Green: It was probably just my imagination. But it was the way he was going about tying up his victims. There was a big cross on one side of the room. Gray took two of his submissives and tied them back to back, spread eagle to the cross. Their eyes and mouths were covered by the masks, and he arranged to have their bodies touching each other whereever possible--whatever one felt, the other could pick up through the skin and body reaction of the first.
Dr. Balis: Hmm.
Ms. Green: Then he took the girl. She was almost completely covered in either leather or ropes wrapped tightly around her body. I knew there was something familiar about her--the way her body moved, her mannerisms. But I couldn't put my finger on who she was. She was wearing a mask but, above that, she was completely bald--her head was shaved. Actually, her genitals were exposed and they were completely bare too. Gray stood behind her and rubbed himself on her. He was so much taller that she was. His cock just about touched her neck. Gray has an enormous cock, and with all that stuff he had around it...it was frightening. I couldn't take my eyes off of them, and he knew it. I don't understand how that man can have so much power over people...over me.
Dr. Balis: Your encounter with Gray left a very strong impression on you and influenced your sexuality. I'm not surprised that his presence still affects you so much, although I wish you mentioned this earlier--I think we need to work on that.
Ms. Green: Hmm, sure. So I was watching Gray cock-whipping the shoulders and face of this little woman, when Martin came over. He was finally done with his playing and came to check on me. He was able to recognize Kathy right away.
Dr. Balis: The little woman?
Ms. Green: I didn't know why I didn't see. It was her body, her movement, but somehow...maybe I just couldn't picture her with Gray. But it was her. Her long hair was gone, and she had put on some weight, but it was definitely her.
Dr. Balis: I see.
Ms. Green: Kathy had become Gray's slave.
Dr. Balis: Are you sure? Maybe she was with him just for the party?
Ms. Green: No. We asked around. Gray had all but disappeared from the public S&M scene for almost six months. No one had heard from him, and he stopped answering his phone and e-mail. I don't know who the other two with him were, but Kathy's disappearance fits well with her being with him.
Dr. Balis: How so?
Ms. Green: I know she didn't want to live with her Aunt Helen. And she was scared to be by herself and didn't really have many resources to do so.
Dr. Balis: Kathy had a lot of money saved from her dominatrix business...
Ms. Green: Not enough to disappear without a trace. And as far as I know, her bank account hasn't been touched--the cops were watching it. If anyone tried to claim the money from her bank, they would have been picked up by the police immediately.
Dr. Balis: Is Kathy's case still being investigated?
Ms. Green: I don't think they would have just closed it without finding out what happened to her, right?
Dr. Balis: Hmm. Did you try to approach Kathy at the party?
Ms. Green: I didn't have the guts to, and Martin thought that would have been a bad idea.
Dr. Balis: Why?
Ms. Green: What if it was Gray?
Dr. Balis: What do you mean?
Ms. Green: What if it was Gray who attacked her?
Dr. Balis: He doesn't fit Kathy's description of her attacker.
Ms. Green: Kathy's lied before.
Dr. Balis: The hotel staff was also interviewed by the police, wasn't it?
Ms. Green: Yeah. Well, I thought it was a good idea to leave, too.
Dr. Balis: I agree, if Gray was making you feel uncomfortable, or if you think he was Kathy's attacker, it's best to leave the investigating to the police. Did you contact the police and tell them that you saw Kathy?
Ms. Green: As soon as we got home and changed, we called the detective who used to work on Kathy's case. We told him what we saw.
Dr. Balis: And?
Ms. Green: He wanted to know if we had any evidence other than our perceptions that it was in fact Kathy. We didn't of course. He wanted to know if we knew how to find Gray. We didn't.
Dr. Balis: Did the detective try going to the party that night and checking out if that woman was Kathy?
Ms. Green: They did. Martin and I are now in tons of trouble with our S&M club for telling the police where the party was.
Dr. Balis: Hmm.
Ms. Green: They didn't arrest anyone, they didn't even really break up the party, although I suspect that everyone left as soon as they could. But when the police got there, Gray and his slaves were gone.
Dr. Balis: Hmm. I seems that it should be easy for the police to follow up now and question Gray.
Ms. Green: The police called us. They wanted us to do some of the investigation for them.
Dr. Balis: I'm not sure I like that.
Ms. Green: I'm not sure I like that either, but do we have a choice?
Dr. Balis: You always have a choice...
Ms. Green: Gray knew that I saw him, and he probably knew that we recognized Kathy.
Dr. Balis: So...
Ms. Green: The detectives argued that Gray was dangerous and that it was in our best interest to help them.
Dr. Balis: I see. What did they ask you to do?
Ms. Green: They wanted us to go to all the S&M Halloween events that we knew of and some that they told us about.
Dr. Balis: Did you?
Ms. Green: Yes, but we didn't see Gray or Kathy again.
Dr. Balis: I see.
Ms. Green: Well, it's not over yet.
Dr. Balis: What do you mean?
Ms. Green: Well, now the police have a clue, and they will try to follow it, I suppose. Hopefully, though, they won't ask any more of Martin and me.
Dr. Balis: Hmm. If they do, let me know. I don't think it's in your best interest to come in contact with either Gray or Kathy. Okay?
Ms. Green: Sure. Well, my time is up.
Dr. Balis: That's true. Okay, keep me informed and call if you need my help.
Ms. Green: Thanks, you're foremost in my mind, Charles. Goodbye.
Dr. Balis: Goodbye, Anna.
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